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010812

Day 8/366

I started this Sunday with a prayer; a prayer which asks God if He would guide me throughout the day. I went to church with my parents and later on, we hang out with my cousins in their residence. Damn, they cooked (or maybe baked) leche flan for us! I have been craving leche flan for almost months already. I, together with my cousins, went to grocery after eating lots of leche flan. It was a leche flan overload!

I am happy, knowing that I obeyed my hunger today, yet, I am hungry for something. Orayt. Someone. Words cannot describe the confusion I am going through right now. I decided to open up my notes instead of just waiting and waiting and waiting for something I couldn't really have at the moment. Yet, opening those notes really did nothing good since I haven't absorbed anything I read. And oh, my notes are wet. Fickery fuck fuck.

As much as I want to be happy and just forget about it, I just couldn't. Srsly. I shouldnt waste my time here and should doze off to sleep now, I still have heaps of exams tomorrow yet I learned nothing tonight but to break down and cry.

And to you, have a good night's rest.

Labels: project 366

010612

Day 6/366

It was surprising that I woke up early from sleeping late the other night. I just had 3 hours of sleep and yet, I don't feel dizzy or sleepy at all. I went to school and called my girlfriend during class hours. My professor explained a lot of things which I know I understood, but, after class, she sent us out of the room bringing a lot of things to worry because 1) she gave us a 40-item assignment; 2) which will be passed on or before 12nn and; 3) I don't have a paper with me. It was really tiring because we had to procrastinate and I was a hungry kid with no food on my pocket nor on my stomach. I went home dizzy and sleepy contrary to the one I experienced in the morning; I badly want to sleep without taking my lunch or study my lessons (because it was my first prelim exam on 1 PM). My girlfriend forced me to study and I feel like studying so off I went.

The exam wasn't as easy as I thought; but I'm glad I left the room without any blank item unanswered. I am glad, maybe a little bit happier, because the subject is fucking History!!! I don't understand why people complain a lot about History but I find it really easy. Liek a bawwwss.

I didn't attend my badminton training scheduled at 5 in the afternoon because I was really sleepy. Instead, I attended my Psychology class and just slept during the whole duration of the class.

It was pretty much a boring day for me. Talked to my baby from 8 in the evening until 2 o'clock in the morning. She was pressuring me to watch Insidious with her and I was pretty much a coward boyfriend. Okay. This is what I get for not being the guy who is fond of watching horror movies. I always watch porn. Okay, no. I am fond of horror movies but internet reviews says it's really a scary one. Okay, I don't really use the word "scary" unless I find it really "scary". But we're gonna watch it next Friday, hopefully. Friday evenings are scheduled for our movie marathons, btw.

Contrary to the one I felt during the afternoon, I didn't feel sleepy when I talked to her but I feel so sick; I guess sleeping for 3 hours made me sick. I feel like a winner because for two (or three) straight nights, my baby slept first and I was the one who watched over her. Yay.

Labels: project 366, school

010512

Day 5/366

A lot of people are already lining up in the cashier to pay their tuition fees because the midterm season is coming. Mind you, that midterm examinations are scheduled on my special day (which annoys me a lot). I haven't payed my fees yet; and as early as now, I should tell my parents that I should pay my fees to avoid midterm examination delays. We had regular classes in the morning because all my professors were around. I was expecting one or two professors to be absent today yet everyone was present and not one were late.

After the regular classes in the afternoon, my PE teacher called my attention and asked if I could play for a badminton tournament (which will be held on the second or last week of February). It's a good thing that my PE teacher was also a friend of my coach during high school days because I had a referral from him. I had my practice game this afternoon and went home tired and wet as fuck. I haven't played badminton since forever; I even missed a lot of shots but I'm glad I wasn't humiliated in public. Lol. Anyways, it was just a practice game, and my coach was also a sport because I beat him with two points. Yayyy!

My back and butt hurts a lot, though. :( It's 12:47 in the morning and my baby's on the other line, she's sleeping so soundly. I can't sleep yet since I am finishing my homework and I am still thinking about something, something I can't really get over with.

Labels: project 366, school

010412

Day 4/366

I haven't posted anything for day 4 yesterday since I went home really late. And when I say late, it was 9 fuckin 30 in the fuckin evening. It was because I attended a useless meeting for our NSTP subject. Worst thing is, I can't even hold anything except the chair and my notebook. I was sitting beside two teachers and I was also sitting in the front that's why I was too shy to hold my phone, nor play with it; I can't even go pee because some ROTC officers are guarding the entrance part of our gymnasium. When I went home, my Dad let out a thousand (or more) bad words to me because I didn't tell him that I would go home late in the evening. I didn't answer his phone calls as well. But that's okay, I was already used to that scene.

I also studied a bit in my major subject and gladly, I understood what I read. I washed the dishes as a punishment. Talked to my baby on the phone and slept at two o'clock in the morning.

Labels: project 366

010312

Day 3/366

There's nothing much to write about today. Just a typical school day that happened in the first week of the year.  I just went to school and we had an activity in Accounting. It was really boring but I have no choice but to answer everything. So far, I was confident with my answers though I am not really sure about my score. I was about to go home after my last class when my classmate sent me a message saying that I (or we) have to attend a meeting for our NSTP. I attended the meeting and went home in the evening.

I was also alarmed because my Plumkie doesn't have good appetite and he poops a lot of worms. I went to the pet shop and bought a tablet for deworming. When I went home at noon, he was really weak and was sleeping so soundly; so I went to school for my class. When I went home this evening, he greeted me, kissed and massaged my foot. My mom said he's okay, maybe I could deworm him next time then.

Labels: project 366

010212

Day 2/366

Because it's our 3rd monthsary today, I made a video-slash-love-letter for her, but this time, it is translated in Tagalog. I remember one time she told me how she would love to read a love letter written in Tagalog, so that's how I made her happy. I'm glad she liked it though it was really lame (because I suck in speaking Tagalog you know).

Woke up at 9 and found out that my classmates weren't ready for school. Checked my phone and sent my girlfriend a sweet message :) After that,  I opened my computer and played Freezeria, only to find out that my rank went down to zero. I had to play it again and I reached rank 14 before lunch. I don't know what happened but as I closed the window and opened Chrome back again, it went down to zero. Deeeyymm.

And right now, as I am writing down this blog post, I am talking to my girlfriend over the phone who is busy about something. I am not really excited about tomorrow, because it is the first day of class for this year. I haven't made my assignments and home works yet. Being productive isn't part of my resolution though; I know I wont make it so I didn't write it down.

Labels: project 366

010112

Day 1/366

Welcome 2012! My family celebrated it together with my girlfriend as I greeted and called her at 11:59PM of the 31st of December. I was a little bit nervous because before that, we had our family prayer and I thought it'd last for about 10 minutes or more but it was shorter like what I've expected. I'm glad that during that 3-minute prayer, I already said everything I need to say to Him. Back to the 59th minute, I called her up and greeted her a happy new year. I had to go back to my family to celebrate and eat dinner together, we ate a lot like ham, crabs, etc. I'm glad they liked my carbonara though it lacked a little butter. I also tasted the float I made and I was satisfied.

I spent the rest of the day at home playing Papa's Freezeria with my girlfriend. Too bad she sucked with the game cos I reached and surpassed her level.

That was pretty much how I spent my first day during this year. A not so productive day but full of love. Yay.

Labels: family, project 366